[ Cas will be the judge of that. Dean is his... leader. Former friend. Somewhat ally. His to anger, his to vex, his to fail, his to disappoint.
She mourns him, and Cas isn't sure what to do with the hot surge of something over the fact that Dean keeps leaving, keeps doing things Cas isn't partial to, and gets himself killed, and then a stranger shows up on his door step to tell Cas that Dean died. A stranger who knows about him, whom he doesn't know.
Kept in the dark.
Left in the dark. ]
"Dean is dead" is not... not nearly a complete enough, uhm... it's not enough.
[ How, where, why, when, what's gonna happen now, how is this gonna shake out, what does he do, how does he keep breathing, why wasn't he there to help or throw himself between Dean and whatever went down? ]
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She mourns him, and Cas isn't sure what to do with the hot surge of something over the fact that Dean keeps leaving, keeps doing things Cas isn't partial to, and gets himself killed, and then a stranger shows up on his door step to tell Cas that Dean died. A stranger who knows about him, whom he doesn't know.
Kept in the dark.
Left in the dark. ]
"Dean is dead" is not... not nearly a complete enough, uhm... it's not enough.
[ How, where, why, when, what's gonna happen now, how is this gonna shake out, what does he do, how does he keep breathing, why wasn't he there to help or throw himself between Dean and whatever went down? ]